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Wednesday, June 21, 2006, 7:17 PM
haha..my blog again...hmm....so now nothing much has happened since my last paper...i'm on a two months holiday thingy....mmm...so guess what?? sum1 looks like F , and it just has to b D , ironic....haha...seriously , i need to let go the habit of actually impersonating myself ....its affecting my life now...i feel so guilty when i impersontae and actually giving false hope....mmm..not good..u haf to change...the thing is ...i am not attracted to F , i just want to b F's friend ....seriously ....i am totally not aginst the law of nature....howeer , i dun haf the guts to actually go up to F and say , "hi ,can i be your friend ?? " cause its just totally weird and awkward , and the last thing that i want betwween me and F is an awkward moment!!...Thats y to actually impersonate myself makes me feel happy to actaully say hi to F! But deep down inside i know that it means nothing cause the greetings and the laughters and all is to the impersonated me. ...not me , as in myself , I want F to acknowledge me as a friend ...just hat...but do u think F will ever accept me..i haf absolutely low confidence...i want to be F's friend ..can i ?? can i?? can i?? susah sangat ker?? argh!!! i am notobsessed . its just that everytime when i think back its always like that......ntahlah...i dun really know what i am feeling rite now...y cant just ppl come to me and confront , instead of talking behind my back? its so pathetic , u heard taht i sed sumthing , then ask me...whether its true or not..it doesnt matter what i say , but to not say anything at all is pathetic...i dun give a damn but the wh9ole situation is just SICK!!.....u guys just left me like that??? no more hellos and hye??urgh...thanks 4 being such a good fren , when all i did was actually sed what u guys talked about taht person ...and it is better ryte than actually pretending to be that person's fren when the fact is that u guys are actually talking bad about taht person....if dats not pathetic...then i dun know what to say..dahlah..i must be positive!! tahts what rahmat advised me!! be positive untuk elakkan fitnah!!
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