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Welcome Friends Life, Passion, Thoughts and Views	Monday, August 29, 2005, 3:36 PM First Time Hi! Hmm...This will be the first time i'm writing in this blog.Well, at previously i have thought of starting a blog , just that i dun really haf time . Actually i hope that by blogging , i can release my tense . Lately , i have been under a tremendous amount of pressure and stress . It is driving me crazy . Well it started with physics paper 1 . I was aiming to high . I don't think i am able to achieve it . I put too much pressure and when i fail to get what i wanted i was so pressured . From friday night until today morning i hae been having fever ( on and off) . Once i'm okay , and the next three hours i'm having this extremely sickening fever . Hmmm....Kind of crazy . Two hour before my Economics paper the fever came . Only God knows how i felt at that time . It was so pressuring . But i haf to keep on being strong . And well , just 15 mins before the exam , the fever is off and away . Now i'm wondering wethjer its a real fever or its an exam fever ??? Mmmm.....Curious . However , i have not been experiencing anything like that before . Maybe its a sign that i'm working too much cause everytime when i get enough rest i will be able to recover back . Overworked i guess ? One more curious incidents is that there is one question in physics and economics which i have done but in the exam i get it wrong. Clarly it is a sign right? Talk about signs....I do believe in signs or 'petunjuk' . Recently , the evacuation of the Jews in palestine is certainly a sign I guess . When i heard of the news , one thought came into my mind .I think i heard my ustaz/ustazah said that towards kiamat , the Islam will win . If what i heard is true , then clearly it is a sign for me and all of us to look back and ponder . What have we done in the past years ? Was it too much of enjoy and pleasure ? Maybe ...Well.....I don't know ....For me i am really scared that i do not have enough bekalan for akhirat . Well, we are all humans and we make mistakes . The question is that do we regret the sins we have done ? Do we seek for forgiveness ? It is easy to say that we are humans and therefore we make mistakes , but as a human what do we do after that ? Just proceed on with our life as though its just another chapter?Hmm..... Chapters in life....Well , this is an interestin one . I have turned a new chapter in my life after my mid year exam results . New set of friends , new policies , new motives , new objectives , new missions - NEW LIFE! Well , i did that after analysing the factors for my poor performnance in my mid year . I hope it will show in my Trial Examination . Insya Allah . Well , talk about new things and i realise that i mentioned new friends . Yeap! I ahve certainly found a new bunch of friends which are way healthier , less wild , more of my type , more realistic , same interest , nice , understands me ( that means we can tolerate each other's opinions ) and of course they are fun . Most important of all , they dun always want to be the winner . They can accept if i am right , vice versa . It's a much much fun being around them . I am thankful to be given a new bunch of friends . Alhamdulillah . Previous friends ? mm....no comment . Well , i think thats all for this tine . MMmm....the first session is not that bad after all huh?? hahaha...i'll give updates after my statistics paper .....or maybe before ....hehehe...oklah....bye!		somethingaboutme		partnersincrime A B C D backtoyesterday wheni'mgone + August 2005 + September 2005 + January 2006 + April 2006 + June 2006 + January 2007 + February 2007 + April 2007 + May 2007 + June 2007 + January 2008 + February 2008 + March 2008 + April 2008 + June 2008 + September 2008 + October 2008 + November 2008 + December 2008 + January 2009 + March 2009 + May 2009 + June 2009 + August 2009 + September 2009 + November 2009 + December 2009 + February 2010 takeabow An accidentality production Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D		theventingmachine