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Welcome Friends Life, Passion, Thoughts and Views	Monday, June 22, 2009, 12:45 AM ! It's been a while since I last read your blog . I have one word to say to you : WOW! What you wrote just doesnt make sense . You don't know how worried I was . Fine , my expression may have expressed something else , but you were already pre-judging me . I remeberred vividly how you said that my reaction was a confirmation to your suspicion . You already have a preconceived notion towards how I would have reacted . What was that all about ? Do you really have to blame me ? That's just unfair . Seriously , Hil ? Faris , I cannot believe what you just wrote . What do you expect me to do ? I tried but you pushed me away . BUT , would you have wanted me to help you ? WOULD YOU HAVE BEEN COMFORTABLE ? SERIOUSLY ? I don't know what you were expecting of me ? You went behind my back talking about me with my close friend . You kept all the private details about me , pretending as though you're innocent . Someone who doesn't know anything . You know what , I may have been wrong for not treating you in the best possible way when you were sick , but I REFUSE to take full responsibility . I thought I could get over al this , but reading what you wrote just brought everything back to me . Just for the record , I was crying away 2 whole days , thinking waht you guys did to me . I felt that the months that we spent togethere was just a lie . Guess what ? I may have not been wrong afterall! To read what you have written is defintely a blow to me . How could you bring up the rent issue . Do you think I felt comfortable throughout 9 months with you telling EVERYONE how you have the smallest room yet you're still paying the same rent . Seriously Faris , I just cannot belive waht you just wrote . After 2 years , I just want to say this " I give up " . Thursday, June 18, 2009, 3:18 PM Insecure . Vulnerable . Hate myself . Thursday, June 11, 2009, 2:36 AM : ) "hi zaril.nice to know you!" "do you have a blog ? whre are you from ?" Wednesday, June 03, 2009, 11:53 PM CRUSH! I getting carried away by this whole crush thing . It's ridiculous . I don't even know ehem . Well , then only can u classify it as a crush kan ? Hurm .....I'm gonna start planning on how to get around this after the exam . I'm done with my degree by then . This should be easy . Easier . So kawaii! Wishes do come true . So don't stop wishing . XOXO , 2:47 AM OMG! I am having like a major paper on Thursday , and I am way underprepared . I guess , it's true , if you have a long break in between papers , you tend to lose the momentum! However , the momentum has definitely returned , but it came back with a baggage : PANIC ! I have 5 Chapters to go before I can go into the exam hall feeling prepared ! And that's how I would like it to be! Even my latest obsession is not calming enough! Help me! After this paper I'll have another paper which is like a half unit . So less pressure there . Hurm , on another note , I cant help thinking about perfumes . I really hope the whole allowance thingy works out , cause there are definitely some things that I wish to buy before I go back to KL!Maybe I should use this as a motivation for me to get good results , hence , the opportunity to do Masters meaning another year in the UK! Meaning more allowances in Sterling! GaGaGaGa! Monday, June 01, 2009, 7:41 PM 8 4 Papers Down . 2 to go . Wowsie! I still cannot believe that I am done with my degree by next Tuesday . That's roughly a week from now . Having mixed feelings . Not really psyched up bout it . After all the excruciating papers , I'm left with nothing much to feel . Another 2 paper , I am not gonna see 99% of my fellow coursemates . Most of them , I havent even talked to . But , me being good with names , I can easily recognize 60 % of their names . After the exam is over , I have this huge mission to get my sponsor to pay me the allowances that they have promised . Somehow , I can foresee that after the exam is over , the only thing that I'd be doing is just lying in bed , watching series ( trust me , I am not complaining ) . I can find new series one after another . I am a reality tv junkie . I have finshed all 3 seasons of Laguna Beach , the City and I am up to date with The Hills Season 5 . Hey , I need to watch all the episodes while I'm in the UK since the internet in KL is abysmal . The Hills : Spencer is ANNOYING! Steph is dumb. Most importantly , I need to get a haircut straight after my last paper . My housemates are having their last paper tomorrow . Talk about the coming painful 7 days . Hopefully I can maintain 80% of my spirit to finish the exam successfully . p/s: My new desktop keeps my spirit high! ;)		somethingaboutme		partnersincrime A B C D backtoyesterday + Cumi Cumi + Still + No Longer + I still do miss you + It never dies. + Chunky Monkey II + ! + Insecure .Vulnerable .Hate myself . + : ) + CRUSH! wheni'mgone + August 2005 + September 2005 + January 2006 + April 2006 + June 2006 + January 2007 + February 2007 + April 2007 + May 2007 + June 2007 + January 2008 + February 2008 + March 2008 + April 2008 + June 2008 + September 2008 + October 2008 + November 2008 + December 2008 + January 2009 + March 2009 + May 2009 + June 2009 + August 2009 + September 2009 + November 2009 + December 2009 + February 2010 takeabow An accidentality production Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D		theventingmachine