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Welcome Friends Life, Passion, Thoughts and Views	Friday, February 29, 2008, 2:40 AM NH I have found a new NH A new drive A new motivator A new Someone I have to work really hard to impress I am Over NH It will be the same emotional rollercoaster ride again Will never change Full of scribblings and doodlings The only way to express IMPRESS IMPRESS IMPRESS I so have a CRUSH on my CRUSH! I LOVE having a CRUSH! I HAVE A CRUSH! =) Sunday, February 24, 2008, 2:23 AM =) I am so full of LOVE right now I am so smitten by Pretty Woman I want to have my own Pretty Woman , 1:06 AM Overwhelming Feeling OMG! I am currently watching Pretty Woman and I am feeling extremely overwhelmed by the similarity between k and richard gere!awwww....they look so much alike.......I MISS KLIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Monday, February 18, 2008, 2:00 PM OMG! SO GORGEOUS! OMG! It's Chanel! Damn! I SO want one of those This surely must cost more that 1000 pound Love the metal plate! OMG! Gucci! OMG! It's Dolce & Gabbana! Sunday, February 17, 2008, 3:53 AM Focus! I was dramatic I guess . Fine . Maybe a bit too dramatic . Well , I had a test that day . I deserved to be dramatic . Anyways , the test definitely went ok . In fact I was quite happy with the results . Not satisfied , but definitely syukur alhmadulillah . Decided to pray at Bayswater and then makan Subway . Meatball Marinara syiok wey! Had my haircut and then went to LA Fitness and then MA201 class . Finally , watchd Jumper! The movie was surprisingly cute . Overall it was waaaayyyy COOL + sweet! No wonder it was released on Valentine's Day . A quote from the movie : Millie : If you don't wanna tell me everything , that's fine . Just don't lie to me . I just LOVE that line . Rachel Bilson is so cute and loveable in that movie . Still reminds me of Summer Roberts . She is definitely having a HARD time shaking that character off . Maybe cause she's so much like Summer! The whole teleport thing is total coolness . I queued behind an American couple to get the tix . For the first time in UK , I had to queue for more than 10 minutes to get a movie tix! Back to the couple , their accent is just so annoying . The way they talk is just so bimbotic . It's so not to be taken seriously! I had to queue again to get into the cinema and wow the hall was crowded . Anyways , after the movie I had Baskin Robbins . It was just AWESOME . Friday was my day . It was defintely a ME time . Faris , jangan gedik lain kali boleh tak? Ala...the previous post was drama lah! hehe...sayang faris! walaupun u ni sangat lah poyo!! dah whatever lah ye faris! 0-0 kays! muax! xoxo! Friday, February 15, 2008, 1:11 AM Valentine's Yesterday was valentine's . Yesterday was the UGM . Yesterday was my ST102 test . Yesterday was the day i wore The Belt . Yesterday was the day i was so pissed off . Yesterday was the day I really felt like going back to Malaysia . London has become tougher of late . Am i really a scholar material ? Can i pull thru ? Do I have what it takes ? Am I really doing what I want ? I did vote for the motion in UGM , but deep inside , I am not sure if I really know what I voted for . Can I stand up and give a good arguement for the motion ? Was I voting just because people around me said it's the right thing to do? Because ISOC said it's right ? I am not saying that it's wrong . It's just that I didnt feel like a deep connection with the motion . The only thing I know is that the motion is to make a stand against the companies that have been supporting Israel . Like it's only the surface of that matter . I guess it's my fault that I have been ignorant . I don't even know myself now . I wish it's Form 5 all over again . I wanna live thru Form 5 all over again . I wish I was in 5 Taat again . I wish I was in Rahman house again . Worrying about SPM , Nik Hussein and Gossips . I have NO ONE like Hanafi here . Someone who knows EVERYTHING about me . Someone who is not judgemental . Someone who guides me without being judgemental . Someone who shares secrets with me . Someone whom I can trust completely . Someone who thinks like me . Why can't Hanafi be here in London? I feel so lost lately . Time flies . I was rejected . Ugh . I hate rejections . I feel like an outsider right now . Am I an outsider ? Why? I have done everything possible . I have come to terms with the fact that I will NEVER be accepted . Taylor's does not suck . It sucks when your friends do not go to LSE with you . It sucks to start making friends . Worst : You thought that you have friends now . But the fact is , you are just mates . An acquaintance . If I was in their shoes , what would I have done ? My friend is celebrating end of test . What is so wrong with spending 2 hours with him? I asked my father to send me to Sunway Pyramid to watch movie with Hanafi . He came to KL from Batu Pahat to spend a day with me . Little things do make a difference . You can always try to make friends . But you are never guaranteed of finding one . I am so tired of trying . Please . I am so tired of trying . I just want Evelyn , Shal and Hanafi . I wanna go home . Zaril , be tough . It's ok. You only have a year to go . Make yourself proud . Make your family proud . Teman datang dan pergi . Kawan kekal selamanya .... Friday, February 01, 2008, 2:27 PM hurm...... I dun think London brings out the best in me...i need supervision....i need to be led....i am a follower...not a leader...i feel like a sore loser here , in london.......i hope i'll get thru 2nd year......		somethingaboutme		partnersincrime A B C D backtoyesterday + Cumi Cumi + Still + No Longer + I still do miss you + It never dies. + Chunky Monkey II + ! + Insecure .Vulnerable .Hate myself . + : ) + CRUSH! wheni'mgone + August 2005 + September 2005 + January 2006 + April 2006 + June 2006 + January 2007 + February 2007 + April 2007 + May 2007 + June 2007 + January 2008 + February 2008 + March 2008 + April 2008 + June 2008 + September 2008 + October 2008 + November 2008 + December 2008 + January 2009 + March 2009 + May 2009 + June 2009 + August 2009 + September 2009 + November 2009 + December 2009 + February 2010 takeabow An accidentality production Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D		theventingmachine